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Diary Session: How have you been?

How have you been Ifedolapo? I’m okay.  But if you really ask me, I’d say:  Lately I have struggled with anxiety. Anxiety capable of crippling my productivity. The past few weeks I have experienced an increasing urge to scurry into a hole where no one will have access to me. One I could come out of when I’m ready to face the world again. But we live in a fast paced world that requires me to keep up. So what I have been doing so far is to just keep showing until I just can't.  In that, I find that I've expanded the existing limit I've placed on myself but at each of those instances I risk breaking, myself, surpassing my elastic limit.  When I say the only reason I've been able to make it this far in one piece is based on the goodness of God some might think it cliche to say in times like this. But that is the plain truth because if God hasn't been showing and shining through me, only Him knows where I will be right now. That's it for now. How have you been? Ifedo